Heartbreak In Motion

i'm almost 18 but i ain't legal yet and never will be

Lan Alexander - bandmate, a friend, my alex (if you know All Time Low you’ll understand what i’m talkin about)

(basically imma write this blog in Indolish so if you think you can’t stand my Indolish please do look for the exit button and do something else) Lan, Lan lan, basically I’m never sure how we actually met but who cares, he’s one of my best friend no matter how stubbornand over confident he is. Yea he’s a dick but he’s really nice if you get to know him personally. He sings and plays guitar in my band and also write all of the songs cos gw males nulis songs yg galau2 gitu dechhh (i’m the manliest guy in the band so i can’t be galau, ga percaya? i hv manboobs, MANboobs <— sound manly abis kan? :D) he always had been my Alex when it comes to being stupid. We relate one another by talking about stuff that doesn’t have any relation towards the thing that we are doing (bingung? gw juga bingung). He’s a chic magnet makanya lu bs liat dia kadang banyak gaya, ganteng sih, gw aj ampe suka hihihihihi!

so yea, sbenrnya i can write more stuff about him tapi males, so yea :p i lap yu lan

turnladyturn - now you know why

so yea i hvn’t post up anything since like idk, a coupe of months ago? i’ve been busy with …well nothing. My current life is pretty fun and boring at the same time and guess what? i’m 18 now (i feel old gah!)

So! Lotso people asked me how do I get the name “TURNLADYTURN” well i’ll tell ya now!

Turn - LADY - Turn - AROUND <—- ORIGINAL IDEA

Turn - LADY - Turn - AROUND <—- (I got caught up to the hype of repeating the same word after another word in the middle of those two same words e.g: nevershoutnever, playradioplay )

TurnladyTurnAround means that when I see a lady/girl I wanna see her everything (turning around means seeing her from every perspective).

People say don’t judge a book by its cover (which in this concept it means don’t judge a girl by its physical appearance) but for my case, i don’t judge a book from its story too.

For me what you need is honesty. Are you sure like 100% sure this is the girl you want? (it seems that everyone’s gonna say that THEY ARE SURE!) but here’s the problem :

“You might be sure now but maybe something’s gonna happen tomorrow”               (Being 99% is not considered as being sure at all and that 1% is called doubt!)

There’s a couple of aspects that you gotta see when you’re choosing a girl:

- Is she your type? (it gotta be like 100% your type ……or 70% i guess? :\ )

- Do you Love her (obvious)

- How are you gonna treat her (what does she likes?)

- Do you think she’s worthed

- Does she embarrassed you much if she does something super stupid

- Love her for what she is

- If she gets old, cranky, and ugly will you still lover her for what she is?

- Imagine when you guys are married (just imagine!), do you feel stoked/excited/happy as you go home and you’re about to see your wife (wife=the girl)

- Are you sure you’re not gonna change your mind? (Think this OVER and OVER)

- If she don’t like you, are you gonna wait? (but don’t wait too long, see if there’s hope)

- Does she picks God over you (Eventhough she’s like the prettiest thing in the world, she’s still God’s creation, you both still came from the same Dude up there)

- Are you comfortable on being honest (like totally honest, e.g If you like barbie tell her you like barbie [don’t feel embarrassed!] and if she’s ok with it then you guys are gonna be just fine)

- If she’s having a deadly disease and she’s dying, do you think of having a new girlfriend? (or at least plan to have one)

- Are you comfortable seeing her being super messy and cranky every day (imagine if the girl eventually likes you and you guys get married, you guys are gonna be living on the same roof! THINK OF THAT)

- Are you sure you wanna live with that girl forever? (in the same house)

- and etc etc etc 1000000000000000000000000x + infinity! (there’s so much more to think about)

That was just a glimpse of my thought about relationship stuff (and i think i’m writing way off topic, where does the turnladyturn explanation shit goes? :p ) and it pretty much relates with how i chose turnladyturn, cos i want a girl that is 100% perfect for me, i wanna see everything (don’t think as seeing her naked) like how she really talks, how she likes pokemon just like the way you do, her fear, her childhood memories, her family, how she smells when she haven’t bath for 10 weeks, how she fart, how she burps, how she smell her armpits when it smells, well those kind of stuff. Still don’t get it? i’ll summarize it for you :

TURN LADY TURN —> A LADY TURNS AROUND 360degrees —> YOU SEE HER FROM EVERY PERSPECTIVE —> *gosh she’s pretty* —> NOW YOU KNOW HER

(so turnladyturn doen’t literally means i asked a girl to turn around)

so there you go! :)

PS: SEE HER FROM EVERY ASPECT , EVERY PERSPECTIVE , EVERYTHING, EVERY EVERYTHING! Don’t judge a book by its cover!, Don’t judge a book by its story, DON’T EVEN TRY TO JUDGE THE BOOK, BE THE BOOK!

so yesterday i was helping my friend Kim to do her Bahasa homework. Her teacher asked her to write an indo poem about how education nowadays are only based on textbook and i was like “why don’t I try to make one” so here’s what I wrote :

andai ku sanggup tuk meraup segalanya di kepalan tanganku
ku tak perlu menelurkan beberapa topik baru
namun segalanya terhenti oleh pengetahuan
yang telah kehilangan panutan

apakah pengetahuan harus berdasarkan realita
fakta dimana yang kita lakukan hanyalah simulasi belaka
berhentilah sejenak
bukankah kita sudah mencetak segalanya dalam kekakuan?

pengetahuan kita pun berkembang
namun panca indra kita tertipu
kita telah kehilangan panutan
dimana dunia adalah tempat kita berguru

dimanjakan oleh kemajuan teknologi yang pesat
manusia pun kini mudah berbagi
merasa mereka paling akurat
kurasa mereka sudah kehilangan akal budi

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When you can dream, then you can start
A dream is a wish you make with your heart

oh disney, you inspire me a lot, thx for everything :)

cause everything looks perfect from far away come down now

postal service

Well i ain’t sure if you feel the same way as I do but yea,

barney’s purple :\

@turnladyturn EP song list

EP1 (Doovers!) , July-August 2010, limited to 200-300cds

- Bitcrushed By Bubblegum Lullaby

- Heartbreak In Motion

- Bubblegum OH! Bubblegum Machine

- Take Me By The Cherry

Bonus Track : MMBS’S Crazy About you (TLT Remix)

EP2, December 2010

- n00stalgium

- Great Minds Think Alike

- (and 2 more other tracks)

people who do fashion make themselves pretty

people who do art make the world pretty

i think you are the reason why i can’t sleep

you’ve been there for me like everytime i need you

i’m pretty sure i can’t live and breath without you

i love you

oh garageband :)

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